its been another long night
but not for fun reasons
ryan got a real bad headache at about 1am
im guessing it was a migraine
he thinks hes getting a cold
so i got him some medicine
lemsip - which if ya ask me is nasty as hell
and the beddie bear to sit on his face
we waited and waited and waited
but he was still hurting
i got him some more medicine
but when he sat up he got sick on me
so i had to hose off in the shower
yeah i used soap
but neway grrrr ANYway.. .. ..
i got the bucket out from under the sink
in case he did it again
he laid back down and was cold and clammy
i said we should call Mistress
he said NO
so i obeyed him.. .. .. cause thats what i'm supposed to do
after we waited a while he took some other medicine
and i renuked the bear for him
i kinda sat behind him and touched his back
in that soft sorta caressing way he likes
and he fell asleep
problem is after that i couldnt sleep for about an hour
but finally at about 4:30 i dozed off curled up behind him
next thing you know just when im fully zonked
his damn alarm goes off at 5:30
i jumped outta my skin
he didnt move
i checked his pulse
cause if ya know ryan like i do
he is a slave to time and being punctual and tidy and blah blah blah
he mumbles "please let me lie here a bit longer"
<perk>
i think thats the first time hes ever asked ME for permission to do something
so he's back asleep now
its 6:30
my waking up time
i have a feeling im gonna want to sleep a little bit early tonight
smiles for all,
michael 
